here is hopes

you draw warmth
you knowing,
when in my thoughts,
i am in yours,

you are anyways,
always have been,
every way i am,
a little piece of you,

might be like

and did you ever wonder,
what it would be like,
to be,
in the same place,
as my dreaming,
and dreaming of me,

what would it take,
a pale sense of love,
for a quiet moment found,
to know you'd been whispering my name,
but not heard the sound,

while the wallpaper shades,
as the light play hazes,
our patterns fall,
and clothes unstitched,
broken by bodies,
too rich in truth,

do you look for me again?
can you feel me in the dark?
from our faint song together,
make me in your pale light,

and our world folds inwards,
the walls bent, curling away,
all the world was all a dream,
for this to be,

senses upon (part one)

followed my heart to your house,
upon a path warmed,
streaked deep in your tones,
your recent movements strewn the leaves,
and traces of your breath,
where i imagine you took in the morning sunlight,
and let it out again,
in songs,
in sighs,
in happy to be you,
lullabies,

without thinking,
i'm found within your room,
kisses staining,
painting the window panes,
no taint to the message,
again,

if, when, till then

this quiet life
in smiling eyes,
i always look to you,
and feel the same,
no words,
to say,

they wouldn't explain,
anyway,
a dreaming life,
on your lullabies,
my path to your love,
from other far away places,

and i speak,
a fancy,
you've always been,
from since we met,
but i dare not mention,
the heart fall,

if your arms would hold me,
if said to you truly,
and know us the same,

she is me

i find you in my heart, buried deep,
only hints can be told,
when it beats,

or when i stretch out to show,
oh, those dark feathered love lines,
breathe you in breathe you out,

my melody follows your movement in quiet sighs,
upon thoughts of your lips,
pressed close to mine,
kisses slowly warming the paths from shoulder to neckline,
and resting in place in your smile,

any words you utter, set my wings aflutter,
you move me in ways, leave me for days,
thinking of you,
i am somewhere in your eyes,
in happiness,

and when showing my heart out,
i see only you,

each other in each others arms,
it is true,

.....from longing looks

my faint hopes dream of a fullness with you,
every thought of you brings a sudden fall,
a heart stopped,
to begin,

i follow your movements as my movements' yours,
of the beats of my heart,
you are the third, fourth and the fifth,
this i know,
at least,

and of the first and the second, oh, i forget which,
they intertwine, spiraling, along mine, along yours,
till we are moving within our expressions,
each other making the other,

and all those afterward heartbeats,
gentle and thoughtful,
when once had moved contrary,
are now closer than lockstep,
between us,

written as is

came with slight jest and hearts repose,
rendered within a beautiful day,
same breath,

broke skin to place myself on paper,
lost on the threads of memories beginning,
playing on your still lines, given to gay verse,
then many eyes wander upon me,

all my senses are known, maybe not all the things i have dreamed,
but those special moments remembered,

in darkness or light, wrote words soft, bleak or slight,
made together, for and about some strangeful muse,

you, and upon some lips i place my words,
within you, i find someone beautiful,
you are,

i think i’m inlove

she seeded morning within her waking,
our truths fell from dark skies in lullabies,
strange inks within our hearts spelt love,
slowly moved our ways the same,
toward,

we touched our smiles in a mirrored love,
felt each others warmth connect our hearts divide,
to find ourselves both in each others senses,
to know each others truth was love,

a keeping well

for all these patterned walls, are scratched,
and all my days in them spent following my eyes to the corners,
hoping for windows or doors,

and cracks to another place have formed,
within the walls and within my mind,
along long ago sketched fingerlines,

sometimes i cannot tell the deeper stains from my own,
so many borrowed threads,
this way and that,

and days i cannot contain,
water rushes readily to the surface,
as i grasp for thoughts which i look into, not out of,

dear willow

your bluest lashes fell over ones dark eyes,
soft in your ways,
bowed inner slight,
neck half to the shoulder,
dreamed upon the insides of many days,
with a song for all strangeness,
you gave us,

make a wish

finding a word in the rain,
look up,
see the colours,

catch it,
a raindrop,
before it washes down the drain,
and into the sea again,

universe

is there anything we can do?
to ease you in, to help you through?
is it comfortable, our little world?
soft for you eyes, and gentle to the senses?

will you breathe a bit, love a bit, live your life for all its truth?
will you open your dreams to it all?

would you be all you are?

the evening daze almost to tired to care whether,
i collapsed into a scare of feathers,

leaped from my covers naked,
to fly in the morning air that came with waking,

sighing through the image of birth as dew found me waiting,
hanging on your breath,
a smile from lips wet,
for joy had touched your beating heart,
and spelt you in tongues,

kiss

some stare,
self aware,
knowing,
thinking of someone,

in the grass,
see the skies,
reach the stars,
somewhere out there,
on the same starry night,
someone is looking back at you,
thinking of you,

a song to many (but for one)

when i fall in love,
it will be from a height,
into your arms to rest forever,
or until you say when,
i hope you'll like me too,
as i'm not sure whether you'll take me,
i'm silly that way,
i'm not going to make it with just anyone,
i think,
i'll love you...

acute

sweet kerosene on your tongue spiked the cream cheese,
tastes like stinging your pink skin, and green stains you all day,
plumes of smoke through bubbles tickle your eyes and nose,
and plastic crackers taste something strange like artificial,

my own theme tune (from last season)

i'm such a poser,
but i always face the other way,
will you see me,
in my fancy, fancy free,
you glance at me but it never keeps,
only shadow streaks,
and outlines of neat highlights,
and i fade into myself,
a big little heart signed on sleeves,
and written in twee,

i speak words divine,
but in my head,
in my own time,
hidden lines,
i cast and i dance,
dreams and silent musics,
undone, feverish,
mine,

miss you

in whispers i would say,
your looks carry me away,
i dwell on your shoulder,
thoughts pressed to your neck,
following up to your lips,

i'm caught in your eyes,
and disguise every moment,
a wide gaze opened everything,
and waits for the day,

my twee dreams of love
and my faint heart breathing deeper,
full flavoured in rhythm,
and warm to the core,

art plays on you for anything,
the chance of a kiss,
a smile or a whisper,
i love you,